I always thought I knew it all, that worse couldn't happen to me, that I had been beaten up pretty bad before...
What a foolish young naive boy I was. I really know what it's like to have a shattered heart. Worst part is, I did it to myself, lol. Actually, the worst part is I hurt my most precious someone. Might as well have picked up a gun and blown my head off, and what would that have hurt? Nothing compared to this, for sure. I thought I was doing what was right, what I felt was right. I should know from previous experience I don't know shit about "right". -sigh- I always thought being "heart broken" was a figure of speech, but I see now it's true, your chest does truly hurt. A lot. I hurt that which mattered most to me, I'll find it hard to forgive myself... Death would seem like a fairly easy punishment for what I've done. not a million sorrys could fix the harm I've done. It's heart to breathe... I don't deserve to.
I'm sorry.

"And perfection slipped from my grasp, tumbled until my reach gave out, and into neverending darkness she went.