Hey everyone! I've been SUPER UBER DUPER busy with the ned of the school year, projects due left and right, finals, and worst of all, Cambridge PRE-AICE exams. I jus wanted to say hey to everyone and let you know I wasn't dead, and I am looking forward to summer because I'll be drawing a lot moer. I know I owe Kyuu her commission (SORRY KYUU!!! <3) and what not, so I'll get to it when I get a chance.

Other than that, I wanna let you guys in on my current Pokemon reawakened obsession. That's right, POKEMON!!! BWAHAHAHA! I bought Pokemon Pearl and then I happened to be watching CN when they started passing their latest movie, Lucario and the Mystery of Mew (which I didn't get to finish but downloaded and will watch later tonight X3 ) and so my long lost passion for Pokemon has been reawakened. I was, however, very dissapointed about that being the last this ever made with the original voices, as I'm sure if you're a Pokemon fan, you've noticed the new Pokemon series have new voice actors than all the other series in the 7 years we've had this great thing called Pokemon. The whole issue has to do with this company buying American Pokemon from 4Kids and the original voice actors, so they changed them because it's corporate America and all companies ever care about is making money, not what the people want, that kind of crud, so they fired al the voice actors, etc. etc. I recommend looking into the issue, it's quite interesting there's a movement trying to get the old voice actors back, quite interesting. Anyhows, if anyone out there has Diamond or Pearl (mainly targeted at Nichal, whom I remember talking to about this ), add me! My FC is 2148 4762 2915, and add me on any IM thingy (preferably on MSN, I'm barely ever on AIM) and I'll trade Pokemon/Battle/whatever with ya!

Later guys! Hope to be back on DA for good soon!

I scanned/submitted a bunch of my old drawings that I've so long for wanted to post. I should've put them all in my scraps, but eh, whatever, they're bound to be moved there soon. Most of them are like, a year old O_o I was impressed. Well, that's that and this is this. Enjoy my crappy sketches!

150 or so more pageviews until I hit 3000! Watch for it, whoever gets a screenshot gets to make me their bitch (can I write that on DA? <.<; ) for one deviation! Catch it folks!

-Pokerap music plays-
I want to be the best, that ever was, blah blah blah blah... Gotta catch 'em all, gotta catch 'em all! Gotta catch 'em all, gotta catch 'em all! Gotta catch 'em all, Pokemon!

My life is going amazingly well. Its got it's holes, but overall, I'm liking it right now BE ENVIOUS! BWAHAHAHAHA! I really owe it to one girl in particular overall ^.^ You guys probably know who it is since I mention her so much ._.; But whatever, she's practically my everything ^.^ Yup... Life is good, and tonight was amazing, and I'm very happy and I love the world... Okay, maybe not love the world, not nearly, but still

P.S. 3000 kiriban's coming up! Last person who got a kiriban was Kyuu, and I think it's safe to say she was satisfied

I always thought I knew it all, that worse couldn't happen to me, that I had been beaten up pretty bad before...
What a foolish young naive boy I was. I really know what it's like to have a shattered heart. Worst part is, I did it to myself, lol. Actually, the worst part is I hurt my most precious someone. Might as well have picked up a gun and blown my head off, and what would that have hurt? Nothing compared to this, for sure. I thought I was doing what was right, what I felt was right. I should know from previous experience I don't know shit about "right". -sigh- I always thought being "heart broken" was a figure of speech, but I see now it's true, your chest does truly hurt. A lot. I hurt that which mattered most to me, I'll find it hard to forgive myself... Death would seem like a fairly easy punishment for what I've done. not a million sorrys could fix the harm I've done. It's heart to breathe... I don't deserve to.
I'm sorry.

"And perfection slipped from my grasp, tumbled until my reach gave out, and into neverending darkness she went.